I can't really say how things are with Elliott anymore. Every day it's different. Some days it's okay but most days it's not. I don't even feel anything from him anymore. I think it's over for him but he doesn't want to admit it because he's afraid to lose the baby. That's just what it feels like to me. I'm going out more. I need to, I can't be in the house with him all the time. I'd go crazy. He's so wrapped up in his cell phone it shouldn't matter whether I'm here or not anyway. Good thing is I have someone to talk to these days now that Mike is back... He didn't really go anywhere we just didn't talk. I never knew that he could be such a good friend. Corey is afraid I'm gonna fall for him, I'm not. It's not even about that. I just like being acknowledged. I like feeling like I'm really here. I can't get that at home anymore that's for sure. I don't know what to do... I think I should take the plane ticket offer I got. I don't want things to be over with Elliott but as far as I can tell from him they are. He doesn't act like he cares about me at all anymore, I'm just sort of here. I have to get ready for work now.